Baby why'd you leave me? Why'd you have to go? I was counting on forever, now I'll never know..I can't even breathe,it's like I'm looking from a distance,standing in the background.. Everybody's saying, he's not coming back now. This can't be happening to me..!!This is just a dream... But as daes goes by,and than months... whatever they're saying..is real! It's never a dream. This is what i have to live with... I don't know why I want you so..'Cause I don't need the heart break.
I don't know what addictive hold you have on me,I can't shake! No, I'm not in control,so let me go!Release me,release my body! I know it's wrong,so why do I keep coming back?! Im not able to convince myself that I'm better off without you...! -_-"
But than again,i would have that that,when you left me,i'd be broken,with my confidence gone! I would have thought that,when you said that you dont want me,i feel ugly,like something was wrong... But when i stand infront of the mirror,i realised that,my skin has never been clearer and my smiles have never been broghter! :) I look so good without you! I have got myself a new hairdo,im looking fresh and brand new! :) Since you've said that we're through,im done with your lies,my tears are now dry,eversince you said goodbye.. :) hehe! I never would have thought that i'd be dreaming so much better without you in my head. :) My laughs now has never been louder... I realise now that i deserve so much more than what you give..! =) Whatever that we've had last time was the past. So why dont you just move on like u once told me to do. Why must you come back whenever ive moved on? Well honey,i dont understd what you want from me but face it,we are over! You want it dat wae so suck it up. Dont give me all these lame excuses about you still love me and all those shits that comes togeder with it. Im done and over you now,well atleast almost! -_-" So please don come back and act as if nothing has happened. It really pisses me off! 4 chances an 4 months of waiting is enaf fer me. Im not gona risk my life again fer u,its really not worth it animore. So please,do whatever you wana do with huever you wanna do it with,cos baby,it sure hell not gona be ME! :))