Hello!! Helloo!! Hellooooo people!! Kesian lah aku ni mcm lambat setapak gtu kan nk bukak BOG aku sendri! Kesian lahhhhhh... Aniwaes,since its like 2010 now and since aku ni kan da sorg kan skrg(single and ready to mingle gtu loh).. might as well aku blog KEGILAAN aku kat sini kan?? hehehe... All thanks to my darling gerlfren fer setting up my BLOG! Hahaha kesian lah aku ni memang tak tau nk blog blog blogging ni sumer.. so yea! Harap maaf ehk kalo aku blog ni sumer mcm merepek kerepek kat sini.. So yes yes yes!! Aku nk blog banyak2 kat sini! I'll be updating like omost everydae sebab aku ni mmg tkder kejer kat umah(blom kejer katerkan!) So leme start updating NOW!
* You noe what? Eversince im like single now i feel so free to do aniting without hesitation. And im like so freaking happy gtu dehh.. Eventhough i kent lie to myself dat i kinda still hae feelings fer him,but im sure this feelings will fade awae soon. Like people sae,it takes time to ferget that special sumone hu has made ur life so fraking happy once upon a time. :) Alhamdulillah,everything went well..but in some waes or another,im still tinking of him. But ders dis sumone hu makes me ferget him wenever im with him. He's just diffrent lah gtu.. He makes me feel happy ah. Maybe its just a feeling dat will eventualy fade awae but i dont care. Rather den i risk my life again to HIM and suffer more kan? Haiz,dis is life darlings. I noe! I dont understand why most guys love to lie. Is it because they dowan us to feel hurt? But to think again,its better fer u to tell us the truth den keeping ad lying kan? If kiter dapat tau sendri,kan lagi sakit hati kan kan kan?? Tapi tkper lah,ni semua hakikat hidup.. Ive learnt a very valuble lesson and dat is not to trust sumone,even the one u really love 100%(except fer ur family members lah) hehe.. Tapi takper,i take it as a lesson dat i shud learn from.. And im sure watever that has happened,hapens fer a reason,weder its a gud reason or a bad one. :) I have to think positive from now on. So yes! My NEW YEAR RESOLUTION is to start a new begining and suck watever that has happened to me in 2009 up! :)) Lets be frank,this is life,and its not owaes perfect,just like us. We are never perfect in many waes,noone is! So yes! Accept the fact that ur nt perfect and u wont be.. I belif dat GOD makes us imperfect in some waes so dat u'll meet sumone hu ken join all the pieces togeder as one to make a perfect,complete couple. :) I have to agree i like,infact i LOVE my life rite now! All thanks to my darlings hu've helped me out throughout those ark daes.. Thank you DARLINGS! You guys just rock my ASS! :)) *