Im like so freaking BORED todae! Stayed at hime from morning doing nothing! Yes! NOTHING! So yea... haiz.. Alot has been happening lately. And im just stress out! I just feel like crying my eyes out. I wanted to tok to someone buden again everyone's busy with either their work or theri BFs/GFs,so i wuden wanna bother them that much. Sometimes i just need a lisenin ear dats all. Sometimes when i called or msg them,all i need is a lisenin ear ntg more.. I dont nid dem to give e advices wen dey don want too. All i need is fer them to just lisen to my problems. Mayb they mite think that its crap but hey,if it is u ken tell me taht u dowanna lisen to any of my problems,then i wuden tell u. Haiz! Ive been crying fer almost a week now. Like seriously. Ive been in pain,and i really mean in pain as in stomach pain.. A real bad ones.. I just need someopn to talk too dats all. Haiz! I dont like crying to anyone or infact in front of anione. Its nt as if im acting tough or aniting but its just me. I dont like telling my problems to anione cos i don wanna burden my problems to ani of them. Its just not me! Ive kept everything to myself dat at some point,like now, i just feel like i kent take it animore. :"( I've tried so hard keeping it.. and yes i noe i shuden keep it but the thing is i dono hu to tok too! When i called someone its either they're busy or they're awae. So dont bother. Sometimes all i nid is to talk to sumone dats all.. I just need sumone to lisen to me. Sometimes i just feel dat sumone kud understand how i really feel. I ken be smiling or laughing my ass out or even cracking the lamest jokes,but deep inside,im just torn apart. I dont show my trueself to anione. Not even my bestfrens. I just dont feel dat they're intrested. Dats y i kept it to myself. :"( But rite now,todae,this past few daes, i feel somethings rong! And i just nid sumone to tok too! :"( Ive cried so hard,so much! I noe i kent blame what has happened,but why?1 Why must it happen to me? :"( Ive tried looking fer answers bu i dont find ani... :"( I just need someone to talk too dats all.... :"( I dont need anione sympathy,i dont need aniones advices,all i need is a lisenin ear.. dats all.. :"(
Ya ALLAH,
Tolong lah hamba! :"( Sessunguhnya aku tidak tahan dengan apa yang telah terjadi. Aku redha dengan apa yang telah kau tuliskan. Aku khilaf Ya ALLAH! Aku terima segalanya. Maafkan lah aku Ya ALLAH,sesungguhnya aku telah berdosa! Ya ALLAH,berikanlah aku petunjuk! Ya ALLAH,berikanlah aku kekuatan,sesungguhnya aku tidak lagi berdaya menangung segalah kesakitan ini! Ya ALLAH,aku mohon,berilah aku ketenangan,sesungguhnya aku tidak lagi kuat untuk menjalani hari hari ku.. :"( Ya ALLAH,kepadamu aku meminta,kepadamu aku memohon, berikan aku kekuatan meghadapi segalanya Ya ALLAH! :"( Aku redha dengan apa yang telah terjadi. Aku tahu aku banyak kesilapan,kepadamu juga aku memohon keampunan! :"( Ya ALLAH,aku mohon,berikanlah aku ketenangan hati dan fikiran... :"( Amin!
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